i wonder what this heart is

i wonder if heart is a mobile phone
which could be recharged when empty
and play all kind of tone

i wonder if heart is some kind of container
where i could put and pull out the content
whenever
however

i wonder if heart is made of paper
which could be crushed and recycled

i wonder if heart is a board
where i could write  and clean
everything as what i thought

i wonder if heart is a child
who could cried aloud
who could be calmed
who could be fooled
just in once for a while
by talking to his mind

i wonder if heart is color
which could be easily match to other
or might be a chameleon
which could adapt and rely on
the presence of everything around

i wonder if heart is a player
by which i could play stop and pause
the one or the none as desire

i wonder if heart is a balloon
which will explode as it overload

i just wonder
why do i wondering
i wonder if this heart has nothing
to be done for the time being
if only a remote would do help
do steering instead of myself